Life Is Just A Game

2010-08-26T08:08:00.000-07:00

"fuck care about her lahhs...move on leh..you stupid or what? care le you qian na meh?"
i somehow love and hate this sentence alot....

love: cos it's really true...you die, not really my prob, somemore i still get money.

hate: cos i dun want you to get physically and mentally hurt..you really dun know who the fuck he really is man.....

haix...up to you lahhs......had enough of all the advicing le....
got raped, good luck....

well, came for cell quite late today...played polar bear...LOL...lame but fun game lahhs...
then now art also quite haywire... zzzzzzzzzz.....

schoool? can feel the tension in my class le...some are getting serious liao...
i dun mean that i'm not lahhs....but i admit that i'm not putting enough effort though....

it's funny that during secondary 4, english inspired alot of us... allowing us to learn more
and find out more "cheem" english words to use and see the stupid look on their face when they
do not understand......

well, i have to be frank but alot of us have been using good words in the wrong sentences and it
ends up super funny, "gey kiang" lor...wth..

example is obviously PK lahhs~ only find tough words but know the main but not the side meanings...

then there is geof, which is also quite funny, check out his blog and follow by online dictionary,
then you will LYAO.... hahahas....

haix...but these are fun periods lahh...a few more weeks is O levels le...not sure i'm prepared anort.........................................................................hais...........................

good luck...wish you all the best with him....
seriously good luck..........................

all that you said...opps, all that you accused me of....

2010-08-18T08:57:00.000-07:00

doggone it....
today was the released of Chinese O level's results....
got an A2...

now, normal parents would be happy for their child already,
but my mum wants me to retake........GOSH, my mum should not be a Chinese teacher.....

anyway, 2day was also English O level Oral... frankly speaking, it was quite easy..
EXCEPT for the convo part where the examiner suddenly asked me:
" How do you feel about nature?"

wtf....i seriously stunned sia.... then start bullshitting liao... zzzz.....
anyway, these few weeks was quite fun lahhs.. church and stuffs.. especially the 40 Days of Faith
hahahahas...and also met a few new jokers there.. Benedict, Dan, Samuel and so on... love
those guys...always crack me up..hahas...

still, found that school life started to get worse as misunderstandings gets more & more deeper...... i mean, why the heck would you believe someone who was not involved and not the victim????

trust me, if you said you have given me the chance, it's just a nicer way of saying : "give finish your excuses and fuck off..." think i don't know?

i've been living in this screwed up world for 16 years and studied psychology for 3 years.... i know how and what you are thinking.....

2010-07-16T02:51:00.001-07:00

my birthday is over, geoffrey's over....
now i dun nid care about others already...i think..LOL

love this chinese song and had been listening to it since young,
somehow, it really resembles what my life is RIGHT NOW...
title : "blessings" or " 成全 "
by : 劉若英

看著你和她走到我面前
    微笑地對我說聲　好久不見
    如果當初沒有　我的成全
    是不是今天還在原地盤旋

  ＊不為了勉強可笑的尊嚴
    所有的悲傷丟在　分手那天
    未必永遠才算　愛得完全
    一個人的成全　好過三個人的糾結

  ＃我對你付出的青春這麼多年
    換來了一句　謝謝你的成全
    成全了你的瀟灑與冒險
    成全了我的碧海藍天

  ＋她許你的海誓山盟蜜語甜言
    我只有一句　不後悔的成全
    成全了你的今天與明天
    成全了我的下個夏天.....


















now, geoffrey's celebration didn't went well, but the KFC part was fun..HAHAHas...












































































now, this one is for YOU. yes, you....
look, i do not know what is wrong...or was wrong..
but i guess u should know something, the one at Brisbane. is my COUSIN.
we have been seperated for 6 years already...okies??
i dun not know what is going on, but u should not have dragged that into geoff's celebration..
that day u walked out of the building is really.......nvm....just, u knw, dun do it other people's place or
anything......

STOP

2010-07-11T12:06:00.000-07:00

well, hahas, 37:25 of the world cup time,
kenley chin is blogging!!! LOLOLOL...

nevertheless, SPAIN MUST WIN!!!!

hahahas....are YOU watching it now? if u are a nederland supporter,
u may not like me for that match...LOL...

haix, went church for the past few days and cell group meetings...
fun...yet..............................................................................................

i dun feel FUN......................................................................................................................

im never like this.......................but..........................................................

what about you? are u having fun? i hope you are....best wishes for you in Brisbane!!!
hope you are coming back soon~

chinese O level... OWNED!!!

2010-05-31T08:04:00.001-07:00

well,
MT O levels....
easy man.... now is not about passing,
is about getting A1 or 2.... SHIOK arh...

but think about math,
is getting an F9 or E8.... lols...

must study lo everyone~~

what about you,
are studying in Australia..?
well, all the best in your studies! ;)

Brisbane...is very far..

2010-05-27T03:11:00.000-07:00

mixture of feelings i had today....

someone asked me a question that caused me to think back...
way back...

felt aangry, guilty....

then i slipped more back....but it came to a stop...
cos you are in Brisbane.....and you took the memories with you....

just when are you coming back...?

ironic, but i want to go and see you...
all i have of you is memories, and 2 photos..
that's not enough...
its not enough...........

is that really you???

2010-05-26T02:50:00.000-07:00

i saw you 2 days ago...
yet i remembered you for 4 years and counting...
i really thought that was you...... but come to the think of it....
you have moved to Australia already.....................

when are you coming back?
when? do you know i miss you alot....
really really alot....

miss me? hahas...

2010-05-19T03:14:00.000-07:00

woah....just loook at the window period for this blog...
long eh?... hahas....

well, 1st post my lonely life...hahas..c'mon! you have one too lor!
quite screwed up life my batch of sec 4 is starting to have now....
haix...many things had happened which actually scarred me... and
surprisingly, i'm not that easy to be scarred.....

so, upcoming event : angus VS LOCKY } LOL?!?!
that goon-do.....dun knw wad he is doing sia....

haix...midyr is done..now left O levels....
urghh....i'm not very ready for it honestly....
dun ask me why, its just....you knw.....NOT READY??
i mean, who the fuck is ready man? and i knw sure some idiots will post:
"i'm ready leh!", "me lor! i'm ready!" and stufffs like that...

but anyhow, MT intensive is quite screwed up also...
the only thing fine about that is the aircon, and, THATS IT....

cant believe we are actually doing a full MT chinese exam papers all the way until MT O levels..
those at 4E3, imagine if its MATH! we gonna see HER for like wad, 5, 6 hours everyday doing full scale math papers?!

but still, just chiong study for the next few months and i'm outta HSS! WOOHOO! lols...

stress

2010-03-20T06:25:00.000-07:00

hohoho...its been a long long time....
since i have blog...and update...and blog...

hiax...life is getting more fug-tup...
there are people who never tend to forget who the fug they are messing with.....

got quite injured from the fugging fight 3days ago...
damn pain....very pain.....

schl's starting soon again...
nid to see the fugging ah hoon AGAIN...
bitch man....hate her......

my basketball is getting worse,
but studies are very well on track, in fact,
its getting better and better...(honestly, except for Humanities)

O levels are arrving FAST....
dammit....fugging not ready yet man....
my heart is pumping freaking fast now even when im thinking about the Os...
haix....
stress...

to cherish is to love...hahas

2010-03-05T06:10:00.000-08:00

long time no blog lohs~

hahas...
met so much prob with 36th speech day...
and finally, 2mrw is the day...hope all ends are tied up...TIGHT....

well, went out with WJ,VC and MT(!!!) tuday...
fun yet annoying @ times...lols....

overall, tuday is very proud, very fun, but not lovely enough...HAHA

go screw urself...hahas?....no, i'm serious..

2010-02-05T02:59:00.000-08:00

hey, look whos the asshole who made himself famous toooddaayy?!?!
(not me hor!)

c'mon, hey asshole,
if ya wanna play punk, TELL ME...
stop going around and backstabbing others can???
maybe to you talking bad about people is not backstabbing,
but i dun give a damn about wad you think...
to me, it is...

and the worst part is, u did it infront of JUNIORS...wtf were u thinking motherf**ker?!?!

another thing bitch, ur attitude is getting WAY, WAY OUT OF HAND...
so you better change it alright, and when i say change, i mean totally ok???

normal days u scold me and treat me like nothing, i dun care,
but on fridays u better respect me, u got that?!

so stop f**cking ordering me around, cos YOU knw where YOU stand,
and i'm no pushover either, so stop f**king telling ME to look at the rules in the NP when YOU,
the asshole, never followed ANY one of it!!!

dun make me slap you infront of anyone alright?? so get ur mind right,
dun think i never say anything means i dun care...

oh ya, and 1 more thing....next time, u wanna TRY to other ME around on fridays,
do it YOURSELF and stop treating my friends like g.pigs and ask THEM to order me around..
u want me to do things, TALK TO ME FACE TO FACE...freaking coward and asshole of u to
make use of your FRIENDS.... or maybe u dun even treat them as friends....if thats the case,
why not go drop dead?? well, thats a good advice from me to you....

and er, when u ask me to do things, u make as if YOU are doing smth.....when u are NOT...
here's another deal i propose for you alright? if u wan me do things, i will try my best to do, but when i do things and i see u r f**king doing nth, watch me ok? cos i'm going over to slap u in the face...so watch for it....

oh ya, geof, u joke leh you...
that time we went out u ask me how to help u change,
then i stated change ur attitude 1st, then now u say u dun want change anything... -.-'''
u abit kee siao u knw?

i lied...pls dun hate me...

2010-02-03T00:33:00.000-08:00

ok, i lied...so what??? (fishball, dun hate me alright, i had to....LOL)

i mean in terms of not updating my blog anymore la....

but still, watching people udpating their blog really itches me mahs~

well, checked out some blogs...

some were memorable, some were hurting, while others...er..(lets not go until thr shall we?)

anyway, schl was getting weird for me....
too many things had happened...and when u really go think back about it...
it seems like only ytd....

still, i have to put every single thing aside till my Os are done...
and until then, (no "harm" done to those who can't take HARSH languages cos i'm really pissed...)

i will F**king sscrew those f**cked up-ed assholes who screwed my secondary school life...
_l_ to those who f**king thing they are so "big' and TRIED to f**king disturb me in anyway....

look, here's the goddamn fucking deal alright: u can play around with me, joke harshly with me, i DUN MIND....

but one thing that if u want to save ur balls, DUN FUCKING FUCKING ACCUSE ME! IF U DO THAT IN THE NEXT FEW MONTHS, I WILL FUCKING KILL U EVEN IF IT GETS ME EXPELLED.... so go think about it.....

another shit that is getting on my nerves is the douchbags and numbskulls who are getting WAY out of hand in terms of being fucking rude...

look, i mentioned it ALOT of fucking times that if u wanna play, i will join, but if u fucking be rude to be in ANY fucking way, u WILL lose ur balls......let me assure u alright?!

some may say i'm fucking biased so girls, u aren't spared either, esp one in mind really PISSED me off already...

so look, u dun wanna get in trouble for ur last year, get the fuck away from me and dun be a kiss-ass alright!!?!

* and asshole, (you knw who the fuck u are , so dun pretend, bitch) u fucking accuse me regardless of infront of juniors, seniors, friends or cyberlly accuse, i will make u dissapear from Earth alright?! YOU get ur fucking wires right in ur smalll brain ok??! if u wire up wrongly and u go haywire, i will fucking kill you, got that?!! i had enough of you for 2 and a half years already, and frankly speaking, with the stress of O's, i'm REALLY gonna blow soon ok?! so if u have nothing to do, why not go fuck some1 else up and STOP fucking accusing ME, when you have not been listening to me OK!!??!

**and geof, mind if u could change ur attitude also, cos i'm really gonna blow soon, so, yeah...if u piss me off, u are not spared either...

O levels are coming!!!

2010-01-19T01:54:00.000-08:00

helloooos.....

long time no blog lo~

but going to be longer..... from 2mrw until O's over bah....

tats all for 2day....sry if u find it bored....perhaps u are still that imature....

1st post of 2010

2010-01-01T00:49:00.000-08:00

well, seen the blog?
walao, that stupid creator never log in then my
previous blogskin cancelled le....basket...

anyway, this is not that terrible too...

now, 1st thing 1st..countdown was super fun...
went Lydia's house to countdown....SO~ fun..

let me see: there was 8 people thr, u think...too tired to count...
became 4 hours of dealer straight.....super tired....
but fun!
mahjong for like 6 hours? haix...keep on losing to that pig...

but fun la...haha...

well, thats all bah...nid get ready myself for school leh....

but still not ready...basket, now my hair like super ugly nia....THANKS GEOF, THANKS YOU ALOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

counting down

2009-12-30T05:41:00.000-08:00

well, seasons are gone and going...
only left new year for my batch to celebrate...

exams are only a few months away...
really quick eh?

well, gotta put away the christmas tree and bring in
the books....
gonna be a tough fight in sec4....really afraid that i might not make it to a
ACCEPTABLE POLY...but still, i have 4 strong sub to push me....

not forgeting 3 sub pulling me down...alot...wth...

anway, 2mrw counting down!!! hahas....

regrets...(part 2)

2009-12-27T04:07:00.000-08:00

well, back again....

miss me ya? lol...

now, some may be waiting to see what i wrote for regrets...

but it is actualli simple...

just normal regrets....

i regretted letting go ALOT of things...
really.....those who are involved in what i've let go from you,
you should be clear of it.....very clear...and i admit i regretted alot....sorry...

regrets (part1 )

2009-12-26T07:03:00.000-08:00

some may say lame,

superstitious, or no life...

but i starting to believe this thingy liao.....

i dare admit boldly that i didn't even trust these things,

but after reading for the past few months....it seem so damn true...

and who knws after i read the 21dec issue,

THIS IS THE MOST DAMN DAMN FASCINATING TRUTH EVER!!!!

translation:

if u have a single body,in love square face,looks you will behave very happy,

without worries and troubles, using very a very flat-faced attitude going thru life,

"as if the world is very beautiful"... lol...joking...

the real translation i lazy type out...

but i can swear to God, that is seriously damn true...so damn true...

yet all this can bring back to the old days...where regrets,

hatred, worries, sadness are always 24/7 for me....

and you can say i hated many many people this year...

not aiming anyone, but YOU should knw who YOU are...

yes, you made me hate u...

u can say i am a f-ing sly person cos i have been pretending to not hate you,

when i really hate you to the core....seriously...to the bitter end i do hate you...

i wish i could name them all out to make u people feel damn guilty,

but one thing for sure to why i didn't do so...

i RESPECT you....cos u WERE friends...and i hope u will still continue to respect me,

cos i you dun, i wun't respect you too......and i could do things to you which NO ONE could

ever EVER imagine.....and trust me, when i say something, i will do all it takes just to do it...

even if it is against the law... getting tensed? heck, wait till u piss me off, i make sure u really suffer for the next year, unless u go NA, u count urself fortunate.....

anyway,for those who i cherished, i'm really really grateful for these 3 years u have been with me! thanks everyone!!!!

saw the post, there's sure to be a part 2 wad...just wait bah...i quite busy, update later, chow~

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!

2009-12-25T03:36:00.000-08:00

well, the pictures just talked!

went to christmas service at CHC today...so fun..

the drama was not as well as last year but very nice indeed...

give them a big hand shall we?

there was a funny part in the drama...super funny...

base on the BEP lastest hit: "I got a feeling"

after that got something "urgent",

then went airport...

but still, saw the little angel, xinying...

haix, keep on forgeting to bring her present with me,

but i can pass to her on Sunday bah~

and, MERRY CHRISTMAS XIN YING!!!

hahas....u still owe me things hor~ :P

aand thanks geoffrey for bring me to "Macdonald's"...

it will always be the same Terminal 3,

the same 4th floor,

the same left turn,

and towards the "macdonald's"...

thanks...ALOT...lol...

and for those who are reading my blog or even just pass by,

a happy merry christmas and may God bless you all!!!

back from SC camp...now to christmas service

2009-12-23T21:29:00.000-08:00

well, back from the camp i'm yearning for...
but frankly speaking...didn't turn out what i hoped for..
dissappointing yet satisying bah~...

went out with geof, weijian and that special friend again...
DAMN DAMN UPRISING FUN TO THE CORE MANS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
super fun to the max!!!!!!

anyway, today 7:30pm going for christmas stomp...
looking forward to it.....really...why? its christmas u toot!
well, seems like many people are attending.....
looks like nobody going celebrate with them,
thats why they going bah~ :P

joking...

but, everytime when X'mas was here...
i feel very dissapointed that....that...
people are starting forget the reason why X'mas was held....
in fact, their minds are only telling them that the reason is "the season of giving".....
but for those who REALLY commorate the season, may God bless you!!

and for everyone...a HAPPY MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!

candlelight service

2009-12-20T00:44:00.000-08:00

well, church again..
as usual..to be exact...

today was candlelight service...
fun yet memorable...

had fun blowing out Geoffrey's candle...

but still, serious comes to serious,
thank the Lord!!! hahas...

Pastor Kong changed alot since i last saw him...
more dedicated and funny...
today he brought his wife to church...
so funny the way those to lovers interacted...hahas...

and the prayers made today is important..
for the people who lived in hostile aren't as fortunate as us...

so...hope that they will recover from the predicaments they met! :)

scorpio 1st outing

2009-12-16T21:33:00.000-08:00

hellos again!
well, had the 1st scorpio outing yesterday!!!
so fun~~

loooks like scorpio is getting more and more fun & united lo!
hahas!!!

but next year dun think got any meeting ler..cos got the O's mah...
but sian...jolene and renee no nid take lor.....not fair der....

sian, charcoal and huan lin never go.... T^T

anyway, photos were taken lah:

^^check out the lenght of the movie tickets!!!!

sorry, shimin, left u out at the corner...sorry! hahas

new skin,new life,new begining...

2009-12-15T03:42:00.000-08:00

heellooos people....
notice about my new blogskin? hahas...

well, came back from the cruise and i really missed it...
i really would like to thanks all the 23 people in Scorpio cos they warmed the whole group up!

thanks to:

huan lin,
jolene,
jordan,
rui na,
xin ying,
zhong yang,
shi min,
shu hui,
farren,
xiao lei,
jia jie,
chancery,
renee,
jasmine,
samantha,
yu xin,
ting wei,
yu ting,
joey,
clarissa,
and lastly, zheng chao!
*sorry i missed out a few cos i 4got ur names...

you knw,
it was always awkward to know strangers... but not us...
we tend to be more family-like to one another, always looking out for each other...
i really missed the 4 days being with the scorpio and next time,
we would have the chance to be together again!

of course, i would like to thanks a few special people:

to huan lin:
thanks very much for everything...seriously...
you are the one who brought us to be more "kai fang"
and "zi zai"..and so, thanks!

to the guys:
hey peeps,
on the 1st day, we were all quite surprised with
the number of guys in the group and yet,
we turn out to have the biggest fun!
i really enjoyed the times we had disturbing people and i hope
we have the chance to do that again! :P

to the girls:
er....thanks?
sorry...i;m not a good talker...pardon me please...

to renee and ting wei:
thanks for the huge bluff you guys played!
fun and yet,stupid for me to fell into it....but u 2 rocks la!
hahas...bet u are laughing at me right now....

to zheng chao:
hey buddy!
i'm really grateful for the 4days we spent!
u are one of the best buddy i had man!!!
we are like so linked in mind you knw?!?
hahas....but too bad it had to be done so fast....
but thanks!!!

bye byes

2009-12-08T19:07:00.000-08:00

hellos!!! (:
lol...dun mind me, feeling abit zi high...
too bored lerh....sians.....

anway, gonna leave for cccrruuuiiisseee in a few hours...
and still, i'm making u all jealous...blehs!!....hahas!

haix...received alot of "hey, heard u going for cruise! Have a good trip!" kind of msgs....
theres one is damn funny: "eh bitch, u going for cruise right? just f&%k off
faster and faster come back la! i can bet u only receive one type of this message and proves
that i'm unique! muahaha!"

so, the message of this MESSAGE is saying that THAT the person is unique and not telling
me to have a fun trip....lol....

but, but, i'm waiting.............just waiting for one, THAT one person to send a..a...message?
and yet, that message contains a kind of warmness to me bahs.....

and for the one-last time, byes!

why "you" come find me?

2009-11-28T21:42:00.001-08:00

urghh,
ever wondered about the worst and it comes to you in a matter of minutes?
have right?

well,
lets just say there IS such thing called retribution bah,
so here's an godly advice: just dun laugh at anyone's who sick during the holiday k?

hmm...lets see,
tempt: 39.1 degrees...

horrible feeeeeeeeellliiinngg....

cannot do anyting...
BUT, can drink hot choco! hahas...

for those who knws me,
i'm a chocolate lover lahs...
even if sick i also dun care der...blehs!

anyway, the body heat doesn't seem to go down...
lucky got a "nurse" who became my "gf" chatted with me....
so, wasn't so lonely......

basketball training getting on me....
seem to lost alot of skills and stamina...got to work harder man!

1 day before sickness:

went drum lesson,
then went mac to get consent form for CRUISE trip (notice i still make you guys jeeaallooussee~)
then went for out to check prices for the SC thing with Geof for "awhile only"...
not long, its just 6hours of walking....

went home, bathed,
basketball again...lol...

then blah blah blah...
chatted with my priavte nurse but dosed off suddenly...
sorry lahs my beloved "gf"! lol...

thats all for the day bah...
hope my fever could shoo away faster...

Malaysia AGAIN

2009-11-26T06:07:00.000-08:00

read the title?
wanna more about it?

u wan right???????
u gimmie a kiss 1st la...lol...

okok,
let's see....

i got selected by my best friend,
whom got selected by the teacher,
whom also selected 2 other students,
whom was selected by MOE to selecte 4 students to go for a 4D3N cruise adventure...

for those who knw wad i'm toking about,
means u read the news! Good!

the thing is this cruise "camp" is to Penang and come back on a cruise...
*notice how i'm making you fools jealous with the word CRUISE...bleahs!"

lol...its a chinese trip la,
as u knw my chinese is WOOT the lor...

hahas, anyways, its on 9Dec to 12Dec....so gd luck to me bahs...

cheated.....fcuk it

2009-11-24T06:56:00.000-08:00

hey guys, back to blogging yo,
miss me? lol.....

of course, there is a reason being back to blogging....

just recently,
one of my friend was cheated by the stead...big time...
she cried and cried....

for those who knw me well,
i'm a person who sticks up for any friend of mine,
but i rarely get into helping anyone relationship prob....

but this time,
i somehow got so f-ing fedup...
i called the guy out and screwed him...

for the 1st time,
i got so fcuking fedup with this "cheating" stuff...

i seems to me that what happened really affects my life alot...
thanks to YOU...yeah, you, be guilty will ya?!?!!?

now, that motherfcuker told me tat he was in liking of some1 WHILE
steading wib my friend!

look, that's an excuse bitch!

okok, here's the deal, i've experienced it and it hurts alright?
so anywho tats reading the blog and u are in a relationship,
get your ass away from the freaking 3rd party alright?!!??
my mood has changed dramatically and i really dun wan it to be vented on anyone...

so fcuking be faithful alright!!?!??! thank you...

The return of Kukup

2009-11-18T00:27:00.000-08:00

okok, i was wrong about the Kukup trip alright?

THAT TRIP WAS NIIIICCCCCCCEEEEEEEE BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!
IMBA TO THE CORE MANS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okok, back to topic,
the trip was fun, hilarious, tasty!

fun: UNO, Blackjack, thai di (i dun knw how spell ok?) and murderer...

hilarious: the continous jokes and disturbance by who? me and the sec3s..hahas

tasty: THE SEAFOOD LA!!! OMG...but, i admit me eating a very very little portion of it...

and;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN CHEN JIE!!!!

back to SINGAPORE...yucks

2009-11-15T06:46:00.000-08:00

alright, lets see what hell and fun i've been thru the last few days...

hmm, some might notice why i did not update about perak trip...
let's just say i'm extremly busy la...

day 1 (destination: singapore - malaysia check point)

2 hours before departure,
last minute check on belongings,

went schl...
suppose meet up the lor,
dun knw who ps...

received a quite horrible terrible msg before the trip,
alrdy screwed up the trip by abit...lol....

(flashback to 3/4 days ago........................................)
ken: eh, geof, we got any same shirt and shorts?

geof: i think have....

ken: want go buy beach shorts mahs? i dun have leh.... then shun bian buy same la....

goef: ok lor.....

ken: we bring everything same for the trip ok?

geof: ok! but damn gay sia...

ken: nvm de la...... we on the day wear topman shirt ok?

geof: dun wan la.....damn gay sia......

ken: dun lyk that leh, we say ok liao leh....

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...
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so,on the 1st day, clothings:

same topman shirt, same beach pants....just like geoffrey...
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on the way to malaysia terminal,
i lyk ma-cham water hose,
keep on feel lyk vomiting.....SIAN sia.....

then reach stop point,
bought chocolate, and that's the only thing which can cure me from anything....

slept for only 3-4 hours maybe?
then reached perak; gopeng

then went toilet, change....

water abseiling program, clothings:

same I.P. Zone t-shirt, same beach pants & towel....same like geoffrey....

water abseiling,
people flying,
people dying,
some of them,
keep on crying.....

many people injured....
i helped with the 1st aid...
but not on the person i wished to help.....

still, not a bad experienced...
saw a "will-never-die" bloodsucker....
lydia tried to murder it 3 times,
still, it lives up to its name....

then water rafting...clothings:

same WET I.P.Zone t-shirt, same WET beach pants & WET towel....exactly like geoffrey....

my river guide is "Andy Lau"
damn funny....his face slightly like andy lau,
then my RG say he is the ORIGNAL...LOL...

anyway,
boat capsized: 1 time
number of people fell out: all 6 perished..lol..
number of casualty: 1 right sandal(Hui yee's), 1 crazy girl (Hui Yee herself)
most number of falls out from boat: Hui Yee
missing casualty: 1 right sandal

well, the water programs are damn fun....
i saved Mr Chui's life....MUAHAHAHA....
dun ask me how i save it,
why not ask me how HE is going to repay me!!!!

then there was this lorry right to and fro from the chalet to the river side....
did you knw Matrix happen in Student Counsillor???
u should see me man!
dodging Mother Nature's slaps....

the suay person kena slap real hard: Mei Yee
the crazy person laughing and zi-high on the truck: Mei Yee's sister; aka. Hui Yee

after that,
bathed and changed.....
ask about the clothings?
u say leh?

Day 2 (destination: Perak; Gopeng; Gua Tempurang)

caving,damn fun...
if u've been there....
it's quite extraordinary to see nature carving out animals and humans naturally in the cave

what happen in the cave:

1. climbed down a 7 storeys stairs (which means it is a 1-shot-go-down stairs)

2. slid down a slid made of a whole solid rock about 1 storey high

3. burrow thru a tiny hole infront of the slide.....

4. swam thru a huge underground linkage river

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after coming out from that cave,
bath and had lunch...
oh man! you should have seen how Sofrie and Sarath quarrelled in the bathroom...
damn funny!!!! the funniest was when Sofrie asked Sarath in the sacarstic manner:
"eh bodoh! u'r mother or u'r father white colour?!"
ROFL......

after that took a HOT HOT bus to Ipoh parade to shop....
FOR 6 HOURS!!!!

let me see....
i bought a jean,
belt, a starbuck coffee and a shirt.....

last minute went Giant and bought chocolate!
chat wib Clam and bought the bus........

slept quite well this time.....

on the bus was damn fun...for the back few rows....
all the way until we reach back HSS was fun....

and that's all! Huala!

came back, slept a few more hours,
bball training.....
then went home,
blah blah blah....
bball training again.....

then went home AGAIN,
blah blah blah....
bball training AGIAN!!!!!!!

then until today,
pack back for NPCC Kukup trip...
at where? MALAYSIA!!!

so i'm going back there AGAIN!!! SIAN!!!

lucky me eh?

2009-11-02T06:55:00.001-08:00

well, how do i put this?

WOOHOO!!!

here's the deal,

i went mac,

buy meal,

won IPOD and 2 person trip on a starcruise FREE!!!!!!

and now,

i will let u guys die in a slow death of envy..hahas!

HAHA..

HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MUAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DIE!! DIE!!! DEATH TO YOU UNLUCKY PEOPLE!!!!!!!!

MUAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DIE IN JEALOUSY YOU SOTES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mrs ng = MRS NG?!

2009-10-31T06:55:00.000-07:00

haix...

too many things happened these few months....

just TOO many,,,,,

so, shall not blog,

anyway, i also no mood blog........

but 1 thing must,

u knw,

its been so long,

so long...

since me and angus tan had no get along well,

so long..omg,

then, ironically,

it was solved in 10mins?!

well, so glad we are friends again....

got back my results,

wasn't so bad....but my

Mid year seriously pull me down ALOT...fcuk man....

my mood really affects my studies and it SHOWS!

Class pos: top 20 (go fish)

Level pos: *come ask me*

well, mrs ng told me that i have the potential to do ALOT better....

she look so serious, she have so much faith in me......

but, at night when she called me,

its damn funny!

we quarrllel then called each other names!!! damn funny!

found out that a teacher like wasn't so bad afterall....

hahas..........................

still, everything changed,

even mt attitude towards things....

now, i dun even have confidence for ANYTHING...

but 1 thing still didn't change,

and u knw that..........

the feeling stll stays and lingers in me....for you...

2009-10-24T04:35:00.000-07:00

saturday- bored.....

basically did nothing the whole day........................................................

getting really sick and tired of life.............................................

frankly speaking,

i still dun knw why cause us to be in this state...........................................................

now,

planning for 2mrw,

9am-12pm got basketball training,

4pm reach home?

4:30pm got meeting for Farewell Party

if u ask me,

i find in very hectic to knw such thing happening,

friends are leaving,

and no one by our side anymore................

suppose i'm the Kenley last time....

i think my this post would be lively......

"looking forward" to my next few decades of life.....

pondering on how i will commit suicide..............................................

..................but things still stay the way it is now.....................................

for me.........................................

fcuking life

2009-10-23T06:20:00.000-07:00

been watching movies these few days,

alone of course! (sarcastically speaking)

so fcuked up,

now when i see couples,

a few damn pissed off...................................

so what?!

i can't do any fcuking thing right?!

look assholes,

is my fault,

it was never hers,

so stop fcuking criticizing her....

it was my choice to be with,

and never regrtted alright?!

so lets make this fcuking clear,

STOP BEING SUCH A SCUM

u fcuking idiots really dun get it,

you wan cheer me up,

i'm totally alright.

but the way u criticize her to make me feel better,

you might as well fcuk off ok?!

and one more thing,

no matter, no matter HOW u try

to cheer me up,

i will never, NEVER be happy again.......

not anymore,

i've decided not to hide my feelings anymore,

i'm not going to PRETEND to be happy anymore,

so from now,

you make me piss off,

just brace yourself for the next few seconds.........

just fcuk off

2009-10-21T02:01:00.000-07:00

its been awhile now....

things doesn't seem to get better....

well,

today the list for those EXPECTED and MOST LIKELY going to NA/ retain

came out....

i was glad my name did not appear...

and i was quite confident...i really did studied for EOY and paid off reasonably...

still,

only glad for an hour i guess?

then back to my mood again.....

some people did ask me,

"why not forget about it?"

heres my answer:

" why not YOU get INTO my situation,

and see whether you can forget anort!:

i hate those f$&^%& assholes who try to act smart infront of me

and PRETEND to help me solve my prob,

just f&% off can?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGELS!!!

2009-10-12T06:39:00.000-07:00

HAPPY SWEET 15 BIRTHDAY TO THE 2 ANGELS;

TAN LING AND TAN WEI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

happy birthday you two!

may you both always be cheerful and cute! :P

& god bless you both as always!

no more fun for Kenley Chin

2009-10-12T06:29:00.000-07:00

sunday- went airport...

monday- went jurong swim, played bball...

sound fun?

well, f&^% you...

nothing seems fun to me anymore......

went airport...

ate swenses and popepyes

went swimming with jansen, junlin,

jerome, QK, aloysious Tay & Ng, aaron

fun...but not very "fun"

played bball until 2130pm...

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everything isn't fun anymore....

not anymore..............................

never again it is.............................................................................

holidays aren't going to make it better

2009-10-10T04:56:00.000-07:00

exams are finally over......

for sec3.....

dun think this few weeks are going happy...................

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damn sian......

really tired.....

holidays aren't going to make my mood better.....

getting more and more piss off with life........

without you

2009-10-07T05:22:00.000-07:00

well,

history,

was once quite confident,

but after 2day the paper....

sian liao.....

crazy mans,

not enough time nia,

math also!

the timing siao der.....

haix,

went library study my fav subject...

chemistry!

geof joined....actuali no diff lor... :p

anyway,

studied, joked.....

there was once when my future went dark in the library! (inside joke)

went library,

browsed thru,

saw my subject i SURE take in poly,

PSYCHOLOGY...

borrowed the book,

read through halfway.......

got damn hurt,

damn depressed,

but doesn't seemed to solve my prob...

wtf......

*only for those idiots who can't read when tilting their heavily stupid head:

6. Emotions that kill and cure

Part 2: Feelings

7. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger

8. Fear and anxiety

9.Anger and rage

10.Love and lust

11.Sadness and Depression

12. Healing depression

13. Happiness and Euphoria

From now on, i belong FAITHFULLY to number 11,

and soon 8 and lastly 9....

i mean, i have studied for psychology for 1 year plus,

and all i learnt is understand people,

and yet, not myself.......

crap.......................

hate life

2009-10-06T06:02:00.000-07:00

i'm starting to be sadistic alrdy...

so these few days, weeks and maybe years,

dun irritate me....or piss me off...

cos u are courting death....thanks............................................................

wtf

i want commit suicide...............

really want....................................................

really want to...................................

me & me only

2009-10-05T22:23:00.000-07:00

my lfe now is quite &^^%ed up to b exact....
there are,
some people in tis world that appreciates me...
and there are some...who irritates me.....
it is,
quite disturbing to try and find out,
or even,
notice it......

it seems that there are people too,
out to cheat me, hurt me and "kill" me.....

its just very obvious now...
just found out recently that,
alot people are just not meant to be part of my life..
as friends, as family members or jus, people whom i knew.....

just hate the way it is now....
&^%*&%*.....
SOTEs are not meant to be in my life....
thats for sure....
i am, determined not to use violence to get rid of all these people in my life...
thats why i use "violence" on myself instead...
quite silly huh? anyway, no one cares...

just me and me alone...
thats fine......just fine.....
ahh.....................................................................................

can't breathe

2009-10-02T07:13:00.001-07:00

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everyday....my heart is growing of hatred in everyone.......

its growing.... from a full stop, to changing, to becoming....

a full stop WITH a devil tail................................................

fcuk.................................

can't breathe properly anymore,

how i miss those heavy breathers..................................................................................................

white hair(s)

2009-10-01T05:37:00.000-07:00

2mrw's SS.....

exam came abit weirder than expected......

oral was fine,

Chinese was GOOD...

Eng wasn't too bad....

but ask me about SS...

GG..............

freaking can't get my damn mood rite for revising,

studying................................@^&%^&#%&# man.....

yesterday was fcuked up shocked.....

I SAW.........................

NOT JUST 1.............................

LONG LONG...................................................

BUT 2!!!!!! WHITE HAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DAMN IT!!!!! for 15 and a half years!

u gave me 2 strands of white hair......thank you lor.....fcuk nia.......

i still had a silly thought tat i wun be stress about ANYTHING at all....

NOW!? u done it! BE PROUD!!!!

wtf mans......................................

刺杀

2009-09-26T06:08:00.000-07:00

here's something for you guys...

meaningful yet, abit raculeous....

(for those who dun understand chinese, why the FCUK are u here??!

GET OUT OF SINGAPORE IF U DUN UNDERSTAND!!!!)

一个人是不会有缺点，

除非你去在意和指点它，

缺点更是不会出现，如果，

你能，你可以，而你会，

接受他/她人的每一点。。。。。。。。

但，这还不是完美的爱情发展！

接受他/她后，

你必须付出一切，

来改善他/她所已有的缺点，

否则，无论是男方或女方，

会感到非常内疚。。。。

你越不尽快改善她的缺点，

她会很内疚，

甚至到自报自弃，

和自欺欺人的地步。。。

但是，你千万千万不能

指点她的缺点，

相反的，你应该要用心来

和她一起，解决掉缺点。。。

就算不能，身为伴侣，

你一定要体谅她。。。

一定要。。。。。。

同时，你也要给她安全感，

和亲切感，

而不是对她没信心！！！

这是我最不能容忍的！！！！

最重要，当我们在改善我们心爱的人时，

我们同时也必须改善自己！！！

因为这样，你们才能彼此更深的了解对方！

绝对不能像我。。。。。。。

一直“逞强”。。。。。

现在的我。。。。已被“刺杀”了。。。

fcuked up

2009-09-24T07:19:00.000-07:00

shit....

my life is in shambles now

bloody fedup and disturbed this few days,weeks.......................

totally can't freaking concentrate......

@()@)............................................

freaking tired of pretending to be happy everyday.....................

&*^& all..............................................................

decide le......is should be how i am actualli feeling....

and wad is that? i;m feeling F-ed up...and always will....

the *&^&% feeling will always remain......................

the *&%^ feeling shall be the one crushing me..................

the *&^&^ feeling will change me from now on................

WTF.......................................................hate myself....

hate the me now,

before, last time,

and maybe will hate the me next time.......

anyway,exams are arriving,

may God bless you all.....

Tan Clones

2009-09-22T06:44:00.000-07:00

well,

exams are in almost less than a week le....

but still,

spent time wib the Tan clones and geof really

can relax awhile la..its been so long i seen the younger Tan le....

saw her last time in a church before...

and now saw her again! hahas....

still cant get her contact, cos the elder one jealous...:p

kk, thats all le...byes

2009-09-18T20:24:00.000-07:00

I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feelin' like a child now
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglees in a silly place

It starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

The rain is fallin' on my window pane
But we are hidin' in a safer place
Under the covers stayin' safe and warm
You give me feelings that I adore

They start in my toes
Make me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

What am I gonna say
When you make me feel this way?
I just, mmm

It starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

I?ve been asleep for a while now
You tucked me in just like a child now
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

It starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feelin' shows
'Cause you make me smile
Baby just take your time now
Holdin' me tight

Wherever, wherever, where ever you go
Wherever, wherever, where ever you go

thats what i thought of you.................

2009-09-18T00:06:00.000-07:00

sian....

leg got badly hurt from jeremy's blow,

damn pain....

but, came in slippers!

so cooling....

NP was fined...

everything else was NOT fine....

^*^&*^&......................

i was asked by someone questions...

at that time,

found out that does questions are what i NEEDED to know...

i YEARN to know the answers......

@&*&$(* terrible........shit man..................

person A asked,

"whats the point of looking at the bright side when there is NOTHING good to look at?"

"why pretend to be happy when u are totally not??!"

"even if everything turns back ok, are u sure it's not going to fucking happen again??!?!?"

*&*#(*#(*.....................................................................................................feel so hurt when hearing the questions..

wtf man....................................................................................................................................................

i stumbled, A continues,

"why must let someone so much when he/she doesn't even CARE about how u fucking feels?!?"

"why must you allow people to hurt u so much and u still pretend to be not noticing???"

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felt even worse.................

much worse...................................................

felt terrible.....................................................................................................................

hate the things going thru in my life

feel damn hurt...

some of you who experienced what i had should knw how i feel...

pain right? hurting right? ya....i knw..................

bye guys

2009-09-16T01:58:00.000-07:00

hmm,

let's see...

schl was ok la...

anyway,

after schl...suppose to see some action der,

but then dun knw WHAT happen...

all run away....

well,after that, homed...

bath,change,

wait for daddy...

drive me to hostpital(my "2nd home")

took blood pressure test....

sian...my "stocks" dropp alot....

got serious prob, doc said...

too much stress bah,

too many things happened in my life recently......................................................

damn it........................................................................................................

almost wanted to commit suicide...

really too much bad things happened.....

cant cope with the stress man...

freaking headaches today......

really almost faint in class....

lucky got cindy "wake" me up..

thanks.......

almost breakdown in schl ...................................................................

@#$$ man.....................

my life going to freaking end soon, i guess

really want end my life....seriously....

adding on to what happened in this month,

i really wish that the kid which jumped off the building was me...................................................................................................................

LBP getting on my nerves

2009-09-15T03:03:00.000-07:00

haix...

not much happened today....

study le....c'mon everyone!!!!

if u read until this part of my blog,

u have wasted 3mins of your life!

study hard guys!!!

2009-09-12T07:12:00.001-07:00

haix,

woke up at 5...

ironed my NP uniform,

got ready all the stuff,

and of course, polished my boots!

well,

went for the NP "exam" today

at HTA...

nobody studied lor....

well, nobody even CARED..hahas..

saw alot familiar faces...

but, forgot almost all their names!

lol....

but when taking the exam damn funny...

thr was this announcer,

at 1st she said all examiners,

u have 5 mins left for the exam...

then after 5mins, she said

u all still have 15mins more!

then AFTER THAT,

she said u have the LAST 5mins...

even our CI also laughing...

anyway,

on the way back to schl...

i displayed some of my hidden "powers" of poker!

so fun! stupid jelly, keep on providing chance to jiawen,

then in the end jiawen win me...hmph!

reached schl...prepared my revenge..

but in the end backfired...

the lose bet...

in the end,

i'm suppose to STUPIDTLY,

take a poker card and ask the chicken rice uncle:

"uncle, can help me top-up?"..

walao! damn ma-lu sia!

then the 3 idiots keep on laughing...

played more...

and then went out wib PK and geof after that..

watched movie...hang around..

funny though........

well, homed....

saded...

devastated....

impunity....

delirious.......

felt so hostile in the heart.....

i mean, i feel so irresponsible now...

wth is wrong?!

i really dun knw wtf is going thru in ur mind.....

depressed.....

antagonism....

drudgery......

sadistic i am....

fully inevitable.......

i really feel terrible....

i feel damn &*^*-ing hard to pretend to be happy

everyday....

so what if i get presitidge, money, fame?!

all i want is u to be a better person with a good attitude....

i'm not a impeachment person ok?

its just that...everything is going wrongly....

all wrong...u said everything was a fraud,

it really broke my heart,

u said there is a flaw,

and YET, u dun wan to solve it...

u dun wan any1 to help u....

so wtf u going do?! keep it to urself!??!?!

even if u dun feel a single shit,

have u EVER, EVER wondered how i felt?!

with all due respect,

the only thing i wish for now is

you start listening to advices,

stop being so stubborn............

i cant stop noticing WHY,

why in the world u can listen to pris,

and not ur other friends...........

just think about it.......

can you just listen?

2009-09-11T06:27:00.000-07:00

well,

went eliz's house....

damn funny...

ordered mac at the house,

played Blackjack and "dai-di"...

keep on winning...

lols....

went tuition after that...

damn funny, keep on critising

the Garfield....

so shiok! POH KIAT NEVER COME!!!!

I DUN MISS CHUA POH KIAT!!!!

lols...

well,

realised that pau was quite clever...

we got math work and she figured out the tough tough qns...

and jeremy AW is also stubborn lor...

me and geof say answer then he dun wan listen...

haix....

2day got off at different bustop,

u asking why? dun tell u leh! Bleh!!! hahas..

but quite scary...

suddenly felt DAMN dizzy while walking...

almost faint...

shit mans...my LBP getting worse ler.....

only if u cooperate,

only if u really listen...

can you?

what about me?!

2009-09-10T22:14:00.001-07:00

woke up at 5 yesterday,

spent 8 hours at mac...

meet tecko at mac, then dian came....

dian left, tecko left,
left me.....

saw my 2 buddies,

bernard and dom...

played basketball in schl...

damn fun...

owned domonic lor!!!

went home...

super bored...

look,

i really dun knw what's wrong,

i knw i'm irritating,

i knw i'm sadisitic,

i knw i'm ignorant,

but ever wonder why?

ever wonder who i did it for?

did u even ever wonder why?

seems like no...

u say i dun understand u...

u say i dun choose u better,

u say u are guilty,

u say u are tired,

but ever wonder how to change those godamn things?!

i guess not...

did u EVEN give me the chance to knw why and help you out?

lets see...........no...

i say u should be happy,

i say u should jus LISTEN,

i say u should not be guilty,

i say u should jus stay fine...

i say u should jus TRUST me...

but ever listened?

not even the slightest trust u place in me....

not even the guilt subsided from u...

and not even...u being fine when u should...

tired u say?

and why?

because u didn't even put in ANY effort....

chances are given, community chest are wasted,

for every "GO" u pass thru me, i gave u things which nobody else can get...

i ONLY need 2 things, which is trust and u, listening...

i cant even get a speck of dirt back...

many SOTEs, told me negative things about you,

i shut them up, and think of fabulous things about you,

am i being paranoid you say? heck no!

i put faith,trust and everything on you,

i gambled my fate against my friend's,

for who? you!

my mind was praying that u could change,

i HOPE u will be understanding....

but what the heck do i get back?

nth....

worse comes to worse when ppl

starts to say things about ME...

they say i'm ur tissue,

they say i'm ur punching bag,

they say i'm ur appetiser,

they say i'm nth to you...

did i do anything?

if i were back to my old self,

i would have long told my gang to hack those assholes,

but no!

i am who i am...

i trust you...

yet u say u want end it all....

u say u are tired....

then what about me?!?!

everything was a lie?

i felt DEVASTATED...

do you knw how it feels like?

bet not...

u dun wan tell anything...

i felt extremly irresponsible...

i'm like a fucked-up bastard who is hopelessly

wishing for things which, he himself dun even knw whether

will it come true......

doggone it...

what the hell is fucking wrong?

still, i put all the fault at my side...

so dun tell me u are guilty...

stupid "macdonalds"

2009-09-09T05:54:00.000-07:00

...sian...

woke up, 0630am...

wth..

went market and bought breakfeast,

then walked to school.

for basketball training of course....

walked in school,

saw alot of sec3, i freaked out at that moment lor!

why got so many sec 3 der?? am i suppose go for some excursions??????????

damn scared, after bing chuen and terence come,

heard from 1 of them that it is DNT program to go SP...

but still not sure....damn scary.....

training was SUPPOSE to be fun....

but some ASSHOLE came for the training....

he think he ^(&*^&*-ing big.....

freaking noob....hate that bitch....

anyway, went market after training....

eat,eat,eat!!!

hahas, actually wan go mac d lor....

eat the MEGA MAC'SPICY!!!

then got 2 idiot dun wan go...

wah piang....then go market eat the stupid western food....

western food = macdonalds??!?!?!?!

stupid rite??

haix, still abit angry...

but its ok la...

gimmie a few days and i SHOULD be able to get over it...

i knw u dun wan quarrell, but its abit over board lor....

miss those days

2009-09-08T02:33:00.000-07:00

holidays=studying at home...

c'mon, wads the diff frim schl sia?

anyway, suppose to go out and watch movie der...

but SOMEthings cropped up...

nvm about that le....

but seriously quite...hiax,nvm.........

miss those days with all the sec3 bball players,

so fun mans! jokes from me, pk and mario...

damn fun....shared "our views" of the match...so funny lor...

hope mario and the others come back....

hope la...if all my wish were to come true,

i wanna be wib pau 4ever...if she is willing also la, and change herself also...

dun worry la pau,

sometimes i may be a bit small gas,

but i'm still that cheerful lad...

hahas....u are not tat bad either,

u dun suck la...

u shi tou mans!!!

miss her so

2009-09-06T04:21:00.000-07:00

Went to the beach today...

alone, but felt very peaceful....

sun shining very brightly.

bright, but not warm...

the beautiful serean sea....

ahh....felt damn good....

thought of pau again...

miss her alot....

hahas....2mrw can see her le!

so try to control sheep!!!

dun feel that way

2009-09-05T03:46:00.000-07:00

when out with dian for studies today,

went to d roof of Vivo....

so peaceful...very peaceful............

keep on thinking about her and her prob....

dian told me something which led me to think ALOT....

pau,

if u really cant 4get...

i wun force u....i srsly wun...

dun ever feel guilty, dun ok?

its my choice to stay by ur side...

i just nid ur trust, tat's all i asked for...

...

2009-09-02T02:17:00.001-07:00

shit!!

2day was f%^ed up ruined...

the whole day was damn fustrated over some things....

just dun knw why cant ANYONE listen to me calmly...

pau, u also....really dun knw why.....

no mood for the whole $%^-ing day....

got surrounded by assholes....except for those sitting around me lah,

went library after school....

studied,completed homework,

dian was the only 1 that could listen calmly to me....

talked to her about my so-far-so-gd relation...

alot of troubles coming up, FOR ME....

hiax, c'mon, i really really just want a damn simple, damn easy one...

went homed and saw another 2 SOTEs...

idiots........................................

f-ers

2009-09-01T23:24:00.000-07:00

okok....

relax......

WTF!?!??!?!?

HOW COULD I $^%$^%-ING RELAX?!??!?!??!

I MEAN, YOU SOTEs(sry for the girls)

DIDN'T HEAR WHAT I @$@%#^%-ING SAID?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?

wtf.....seriously, WTF ok?

REBOUND THE GODAMN HAIR?!?!

go #$^% urselves ok?!??!?

YOU $#$%^#-ing assholes are either $##X$^-ing no brain

or YOUR WHOLE DAMNED FAMILY DIED.....

freaking no life you know,

did you suffer a f-ing trauma becos of your family died or WHAT?!??!!??!?!

u all are seriously sote's.....

TOTALLY SOTEs.......

i need to have a talk wib you...

a serious talk....

find a time k?.......

i'm not being myself

2009-08-31T06:13:00.000-07:00

today is "be yourself day"......

and i'm not.....why?

YOU should knw....

well,a few days ago,

agreed wib PK that what we wear,

then today, you saw it! Lols....

wasn't feeling the way i should be....

felt something bad/terrible going happen today,

AND, WOOHOO! GOD, YOU MADE IT HAPPENED!!!!!

damn this think, i should condemm this day....

made a "date",

didnt happen!

agreed how many ppl go,

never happened!!! INSTEAD, more!!!

WTH!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?

wanted to be happy,

YA RIGHT!!!!

went wib the gang to Vivo

eat breakfeast, talked and blah blah blah,

then we all split up,

made my mood EVEN WORSE....

then decided to "Michael Wong" 's house,

played alot of games, NBA 2K9,

and soccer(dun knw wad version).....

PK damn funny!!!! keep on shooting vulgarities when we didn't score,

miss pass, dribble wrongly and MANY MANY more...damn funny,

then went BC house outside play bball,

walao! his house got a basketball stand that can be adjusted sia!!!!

so we adjust until the lowest....THEN DUNK!!!!

so far only me and PK managed to dunk nicely,

then we held a miny dunk competition, damn funny,

played in the rain also....

then went watch movie,

"The Proposal", THE SHOW DAMN FUNNY!!!!

TOTALLY COMEDY LOR!!!!!

after that, thought about wad happened,

dun knw whether to be damn piss off or miss that person...................................................................

went home,

bath.....

wanna bet how much i cant slp tonight???

cos of 2 reasons,

1st: _____________________________

2nd: Got Man U vs Arsenal.....

WEICHONG, MAN U SURE WIN!!!!!

really............

why?.............

if you really really

cant help it........

i will try my best to understand.....

which i.........really can't.......

why???????????????

love can be addictive

2009-08-29T03:33:00.000-07:00

sian...

very long nvr blog le....

missed quite a lot of programs this few weeks....

lets see,

1) KR 1st basketball match...

2) River Vallet Baseball team reunion dinner....

3) Going Yew Fei' HQ to play pool...

4) Go shopping & gym with Geof and PK

5) Farewell dinner for Senior Councillors...

.....

but,

yesterday was FUN and lovely....

hahas,

tuitioned, c'mon!

what you expect when you put Kenley (Grp 1 metal) + PK (Acid)???

VERY REACTIVE REACTION!!!! = FUN!

then after tuition,

went somewhr and SOMETHINGS happened.....SO LOVELY!!!!!!

then went home......

some idiots might notice why cannot tag,

well, i also dun knw....thats part of the blog skin...lols!

kk, thats all la!

kena pointed again

2009-08-25T04:40:00.000-07:00

changed my blog skin!

felt that the last 1 wasn't as gd as it turned out to be....

but it's ok, this 1 should do fine.....

sian,

art got scolded by desouza,

we are really slack de lor......

got a good mark....

then latr lessons were ok,

physcis!

damn funny,

yiren tok damn alot then got lowest in class!!!!

damn funny,

sian, got same mark as PK,

TOLD U ARE BROTHERS!!!

then went prefect's room study wib dian,

and play awhile wib xiujing and michelle,

they v lame d lor....

got "pointed" today......

very dissappointed.................T-T

ily more

2009-08-22T06:14:00.000-07:00

Yo!
today was fun!....Again! hahas...

Wlao, geoffrey!
nvr go swimming!
hmph!

actualli i myself also nvr go...:p
angus sms-ed me in the morning,
asked whether wan play pool at our "HQ"...
then i asked weichong along...cos he no life der....hahas....
played for damn long.....billard i keep winning....lols...

someone promise me want study,
but dun knw whether have anort...
but still, miss her alot.....
do i love her?
OF COURSE!!!!! hahas....really love her....

lols...make yew fei jealous....
cos he like _ _ _ _ _!!!!!
c'mon, better dun la,
she is not as gd as you think,
i swear....

anyway,
found that,
actually, _______ is not that bad.....
somehow peace wib him today.....
felt v gd to have such friend.....
if any1 wan beat him,
seriously go thru me 1st......

lastly,
to that person,
ily more than u!!! blehs!

tuition again!

2009-08-20T07:06:00.000-07:00

sianx,
7th month...
gate opened...

wats all that?!?!
pardon me but i'm a christian....

realli dun knw wad to blog....
but wan change blogskin,
but dun knw change to wad....

but quite happy 2day...
cos got some1 send me a very nice msg!!!

hahas....kk,
2mrw should be very fun cos
GOT TUITION!!!

kk,byes!

back

2009-08-19T01:57:00.000-07:00

well,
got over it..........

wads the use if i keep
pursueing?

well,
chem got test,
got a good feeling about the marks!
:P :P :P

eng was fun,
me and terence got new nickname....lols
dy-dy very bad! keep on suaning me...hmph!

welll,
did homework in schl wib diane,
and finished!
muahahahas!

saw dy-dy again on my way going home....
sianx, so that suan-er so many times sure bad luck....
lols....

thats all for 2day....i think....

SBC match 1

2009-08-13T08:10:00.000-07:00

Saw the pics?

thats roughly wad happen for the 2day...

ok,

how should i put it for 2day?

very fun?

very x100 fun......yeah....

physics,

epic joke....

art,

super funny,

PE,
GOT SCREWED UP BY KELSTON!!!!!!!!!

then after PE,

got basketball match at SBC,

damn fun....

well, saw Kenny,

long time no see senior,

saw Melvin, Roy and

other Kent Ridge players and seniors,

and Ah Gu! lols.....

match was damn fun,

played with some old folks,

And thanks HUIYING!!!

gimmie support!

then became 1 of the top scorers of the day!

then coach went in play for oppsite team,

then kena rejected by zheng kai,

damn nice,

the ball FLY lor....

then went eat dinnner wib

junlin,bc and jialong

quite fun too!

my NCC besties(lol):

Love= friend/foe

2009-08-13T07:53:00.001-07:00

today i may start abit weird,
but if u r willing,
just see........................................................

people wun rembr wad you did,
people wun rembr wad you said,
But,
they will rembr HOW u made them feel
about themselves and YOU........

To me,
maybe love is just like luck,
you just have to go all the way to find it......

To love,
is to recieve a glimpse of
HEAVEN..

Yes, love do fail,
but ONLY WHEN YOU FAIL TO LOVE!

Love,
is wad we are born with,
And fear,
is wad we have learnt thru it.....

Love can be extremly hard to get,
to cherish and most importantly,
to last,
but,
once you met or get it,
ALWAYS hold it close to your heart,
cos you nvr knw when it will escape again!

I heard frm a good friend,
that he/she maybe likes a person,
but, her parents wun let her b 2gether.....
why? any solutions....there is 1,
and that is to face it,
tell the parents,
that you should have more privacy and freedom,
dun live in a live of shame and embarassment,
step out of that darkness,
and enjoy the light of love...ok?

studying

2009-08-12T06:55:00.000-07:00

Ok,
test 2mrw,
COMMON TEST
to be exact...

gd luck to all lahs.....

pau, espescially you!
revise pls? c'mon?
dun make me change to custom
blog skin hor!!!

missing people is STRESS

2009-08-11T06:33:00.000-07:00

Woohoo!
okok, the last few days was
fun man!!!!

why does fun things happens
in my life??!??!
hahas!!!!

Saturday:

Woke up quite early,
decided to go wib pk and geof
to swim at delta and gym...

me and pk meet 1st...
geof was late...T-T...
well, changed....
u should have seen the shorts we were
wearing for swimming lor!
it was ridiculously short lor!!!
anyway, that pants is our dear pk lend der,
cos he say i wear my diving pants not nice...

then geof change,
even worse,
let's skip that part shall we?

we wwarmed-up,
got into the pool,
then guess wad we found out???
hahas!!!
PK DUN KNW HOW SWIM!!!!!
XD
then me and geof teach him how swim,
damn funny lor,
he damn stupud der,
ppl swwim use 2 legs paddle on the water,
he only use the left leg,
then the right leg like kena
stroke like that, move abit abit only,
damn funny,
spent quite awhile to teach him freestyle,
nxt saturday is breaststroke liao...
but, frankly,
pk learn quite fast...

now,
every Saturday we swim
and go gym,
a form of relieving stress bah...

then after swimming and gym,
we decided go "white dog"
eat,its at vivo lah...
then i went home changed and late
for our meeting...sry....
then went to white dog and saw Nelly! and hq...
went we got in hor,
DAMN FUNNY!!!!
the 1st thing we saw was Nelly
_ _ _ _ing _ _ _ _ es!!!!!
u guys go guess urself...
it was super funny...
i tot Nellly and hq work as waiter ONLY
then turn out to be doing that....haiyo!!!

but that place quite suck sia,
u all better dun go...
cos hor,
1...SMALL...BOWL...
OF...FRIES.....AND....
A....SMALL...CUP
OF ROOOT BEER COST:
$9.40................

then hor,
u should have seen pk and geof,
they both PANIC when they see the price...
they faster go calculate see which dish
they can afford, damn funny....
then disturb Nelly
and home-ed!

Sunday:

not exactly fun la,
but, c'mon, aiya,
read on u will knw la....

sianx,
grandma's hand pain,
then went operation,
its been 2 weeks le,
then i go visit her,
ironic that she can joke that
if i dun score well, she will take the
casket and WACK me...lols...
then i go scare her,
i go take my pen and
"sort of" stabb her casket,
but dun worry,
the casket is thick de lor....

homwork-ed,
and off to bed....

Monday:

Now thats a fun day!
1am, chat wib pau,
deciding wad time the movie for afternoon...
then alot of crap lah...still haven decide...
haiyo, we frm the day b4 decide until then also
haven gao dim the time...stupid sia...

got ready wib geof in the afternoon,
then decided that 1:30 meet at schl bustop,
so met wib pau 1st,
she wear until hor, HIAYO!,
lols,
then got on the bus,
geof inside liaos,
disturb pau on the bus,
damn funny,

then got to orchard,
at the entrance,
i got my "weapon" (inside joke)
and put into geof bag,
decide to use and beat pau latr...
then saw the queue for ticket,
damn long,
so we gave the money to geof,
then pau and me go walk,
we walk around the WHOLE storey liao,
THEN GEOF ONLY MOVE UP 1 SPACE
in the queue!!! lols,

after 15mins,
got the tickets! yeahs,
we went eat Subway,
alot of inside joke!!!
then damn funny,
i keep on telling pau that
if she dun like any1 in the theater or anywhr,
we go beat the tobacco juice out of that guy!

then she keep on laughing like siao....
then we saw alot of ang mo liu lian,
i tell pau that got 1 guy stare me,
want to go beat him up?
lols....

then go movie!
we tok to side seats,
right below the speakers....
damn got my weapon,
damn funny, pau kena stunned
when she saw the weapon...lols...

the whole movie was nice,
BUT the volume is loud until like siao der,
the person who set the movie hardcore 1,
full blast the volume! damn loud!
the bomb explode in show like
xplode beside ur ear...
then i go tell pau after movie must buy hearing aid liao....

after movie,
went buy things,
saw a shoe that i like,
but over my budget,sianx
pau bought a shirt I CHOSE,
for the dad,
then Geof buy bag...lols,
bad sia he! spent 113$ without telling
the mother....

after that jiu home liao...

look?
i liked her for 2 years,
so wad? i have to let it
go, i dun even dare tok
to her....pathetic.....

NDP performance

2009-08-07T06:20:00.000-07:00

HELLOO EVERYBODY!!!!
lols...

2day was almost late for the NDP
performance...whew!
1st time change uniform so fast....
even jared was surprised!

march off was great,
but screwed up by wee kiat when
we fold the Singapore flag....
sianx...but overall was fun...
hahas...at the hall was damn fun,
keep on doing the "wave"

then tanling come disturb..
hmph!
then sudd recall wad happen on friday
when we went for the art exhibition...
pau nvr go, but got "shy"(tanling)!

hahas,so FUN that day!
me and shy like "couple"
like that, quarrelling about small small things...
then mrs desouza say we look like couple quarrelling...lols..
then watch art videos made by Hwa Chong and RJC...
got 1 video only me and Marcus watch, damn funny...
and got other videos, i go joke about the video,
then Marcus laugh damn loud...siao one..
but that day i was the "gentleman",yeahs!
i gave up my seat to 4 girls, then the stupid kewei la,
dun wan get off the sit...hmph! kidding las...

well,
went to play bball after the performance,
sry bro,lau char bor and the rest.
cant join u for lunch, really v tired after the parade,
nxt time treat u girls lunch bah...:P

then tuitioned,
u knw, everytime at tuition,
SURE relieve alot stress, got 4 jokers
in class, u say leh?

then went to eat wib pk...
geof, u feeling ok mahs?
u look pale at the bustop,
God bless you!

that's all for 2day le,
2mrw going swimming,gym and pool,
heck of day, sure blog and take pics der!
kk, byes!

pau,
haix,tell u dun liao,
hope u get better lahs....
hmph, always make ppl
worried, fly kite sia u!

SORRY?

2009-08-06T05:08:00.000-07:00

2day was a sad and happy day....
haix, seriously troubled now...
no mood to post tings....
maybe 2mrw ba...sry guys....

pau,it's ok,
i've been through that b4...
just tat i nvr tell u only....
cheer up lah! ok?

SIAN

2009-08-05T05:57:00.000-07:00

Okok,
i got off class early,
so wad?!!?!

today was ok la...
got disturbed by ah pau
alot of times, but,
what the heck,
it's part of life mahs!
u disturb ppl,
ppl disturb you,
some may call it karma bah...

well,
got off class early for NDP rehearsal,
so lame der lor,
rehearse 2 times then go home liao,
wth la....
sianx, 2day boots not shiny,
must chiong polish liao!
jiayou jiayou!

sianx,
2mrw is a long long day,
must drink alot coffee in the morning liaos....
and sleep! Yeahs!

so far,
our class alot ppl nvr
come schl,
hope more, then they nvr attend
lesson,
they will fail!!!!
then my class posistion higher!!!!!!!
MUAHAHAHA...
lols...

really miss you,
but heck,
wad can i do?
i dun even dare tok to you
anymore........

Prefect's Investiture

2009-07-31T08:24:00.001-07:00

Woohoo!
Today was a blast!

well, np was fun
but when it comes to the
prefect's investiture,
THAT WAS NICE!!!

well,
after np,
waited outside AVT
with MY and jing hui...

de-briefed for invest,
then changed to long sleeved
and blazer...

then 1 hour later,
the real thing begun...

tok by mr simen,
tok by kim,
she cried.....

if you knw me by now,
i'm a very emotional person,
i'm very sensitive to how ppl feel,
and by her speech,
i'm impressed....

then,
photo taking time!

Great memories!
i agree with jerald,
these things is only once in a life time!

a small preview of wad happened:

please dun treat me differently

2009-07-30T07:05:00.000-07:00

well,
i'm officially
a student counsillor liaos....

haix...
from now on...
its kenley chin+
red tie....
thats all....

just treat me as normal guys....
seriously,
if you treat me as a prefect,
i WILL be the prefect and book
you without ur permission...

treat me as a friend
and i will too....
so ok?

just treat me as
i 4got to bring me tie everyday
and got punish to wear a red tie bah...

thanks very much~

h1n1 got me le

2009-07-26T05:55:00.000-07:00

damn...
fine day to get high fever...

hi guys...
cant make it to school
the next 3 or 4 days...
happy? well,
not realli....

friday night,
got high fever...
37.8...wth
then staurday...
fainted...haiyo...

then went see doc...
he say i got 50% chance of h1n1....
i mean, wth?!
damn scared for a moment...
he name all the symptoms...
which i all have!....

realli damn scared....
anyway...really take care of
yourselves...
may God bless you all!

life of school councillor

2009-07-25T04:43:00.000-07:00

wth...
a few more days have to get ready
for Prefect's Investitures liao...
cant believe have to wear blazers...
its been awhile since i've worn one...

haix,
cant believe going to b school councillor...
but, c'mon,
look at the bright side!

oh, wait...
there's no bright side...T-T

well,
treat me as normal guys...
ok?
hahas

Fever again

2009-07-25T01:22:00.000-07:00

hello guys!
Felling well?
Good for you!
Cos i'm not...T-T

Woke up today...
damn sick...dizzyness
again...wth...

then sudd recall yesterday ah pau...
1st time c ah pau liu yan lei...
hmph! which idiot dare make ah pau angry!
must go through ah qua 1st!
lols...hope u get better bahs...

urghh!
2day morning was horrible...
sick and sores frm bball training...
but still,
touching the rim so many times
is SORT OF worth the sores...

haix...blogger starting to have
prob le,again...
but its ok la....hehes...
and every1, pls take
care of ur own body!!!

1st basketball training in h1n1 period

2009-07-23T03:53:00.001-07:00

Yo!
Zz....

haix....dun knw wad
to do 2mrw...
shitbags....
dougebags....
schoolbags...
handbags....
damn u all kind of bags!

hiax...sry ah pau!
2day like make you
quite piss off....
but still, very cute =P

urghh, 2day PE...
screw that Pang la....
humiliate me infont of every1...
^*&^&*^*&%%%&$^%$#

well, PE changed to Basketball
training....
u should have seen the sec 3s...
OMG...we forgot everything...
then u bet each ball we go in,
we must pay each other $2m,
not very much actually...=p
in the end, yiren owe
me $6m,
and terence $12m...
lols....
haix...2day actually
me and terence shuo hao
must touch rim together...
but, only me...4 times somemore!
terence....ps me...lols....

and pk...
latr then i put ur airwalk can?
thanks!

To be or Not to be

2009-07-22T07:31:00.000-07:00

to be or not to be?
seriously, that's wad i ask myself
everytime bfore i do somthg stupid....
hiax...sian....

2day got surprised by alot of things...
1st...all cca leader goona to be prefects..wth
2nd,...i going for sudoku competition....
(of course kena sabo when i'm not around der lor...)
3rd, mr ignesius lim starting to have trust in me...
4th, my cousin kena H1n1...1st minor stage...OMG
i really wish he could get well DAMN soon...
***May God Bless Him***

well,
nowadays no matter wad
i do(quick movements usually),
i will get serious dizziness,
only like for a few seconds,
but very gao wei....
its been quite a while since this
illness last recovered....
shit...how?

haix,
now, Earth is in terrible shape,
must be HIS will to punish
all those incorrigible idiots bah...
I really wish my family and
relatives would bear thru this period...
u guys also take care!

anyway,2mrw PE change to bball training le...
sure die...
Eddie sure kill us der....
wish my luck bahs....

Memories again

2009-07-21T03:38:00.000-07:00

Yo Hendersonians!

Sry for the long wait...

now enjoy the pics!

Junlin should make the cover page

of basketball magazines...lols

now,girls,

pls do not punch or kick your

screen when you see this ok?

i knw you girls loathe him

but, his still my friend...

so give me face okies?

(chua poh kiat)

Erm, girls,

please? please do not lick your screen

when you look at this pic ok?

i knw you like one or all of us,

but,you are,

still a girl, so,

dun lick ur screen...very bad...

(look,i dun knw wad to comment,

but you guys can...)

Geoffrey

well,pk again,

but if you knw wad happen just,

1/5oth of a second b4 this pic was taken,

you will laugh like hell....

Here's geof and his smile

Geof and his big smile,again...

as always....

then,
we have the days at t-net:

I still rembr wad my chairman said.

Jun Lin:" Give me the ball leh!"

And this ridiculous fake...

can't believe cheng hong fell for it...

zzzzzz

Well,that's all la

(actually not really, i just lazy...sry)

nxt time got more funny or nice pics than i post bah...

found the got out of jail card

2009-07-21T00:34:00.000-07:00

haix,
the sun found me again...
starting to dislike my window...
everytime the Sun rise,
sure shine shine at me der...

well,nvm...
walk to school today,
forgot to bring earpiece,so,
bo bian,have to show a fedup face
got into class and talk about Super Duper Sumos
damn funny!

then ashley come find me
then ashley had found me
then ashley wan to tok to me
then ashley had toked to me
then ashley say he wan see my blog
then ashley had seen my blog (by now should see le bah)
then,...
by now u guys should b finding me luo suo rite?
lols...nvm le...

well,2mrw got my fav subject test,
must chiong study =)
and goodluck to all ppl for 2mrw's test!

well,2day ah pau seemed indiffenrent..
wonder why....hmmm....
and ah pau,
2mrw remeber bring me final draft
and the metal notes ok?

ok guys, give me a few hours and i will update
some photos of this and last week...
pk, get ready to see ur airwalk!
but still must thank me cos it's my idea lor!
And,oh!
thanks geof for speaking up for me...

watch it and stay focus

2009-07-20T05:43:00.000-07:00

Screwed!

Fucking fedup wib some idiots!
I'm GOING TO SAY THIS 1 LAST FREAKING TIME:

I AM NOT THE HEAD OF NPCC
AND I WUN't
AND I DUN WAN
TO BE IN THAT POSITION!

FUCK YOU ANGUS TAN CHEN JIE!!!
you better admit that you are the freaking head
AND STOP, pushing it to me you bastard!

AND WONG KIN LUP!
1 MORE FREAKING NONESENSE ABOUT ME BEING THE HEAD FROM YOU,
I'm GOING TO SHRED YOUR DAMN MOUTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GYM

2009-07-20T05:16:00.000-07:00

hellos

well,Monday...
today was almost late for school...
but on the way saw Dwight...
felt abit better...
to make matter worse,
i forgot to bring tie...
URGHH...early in d morning sian alrdy...

lucky mrs ng let me off...
cant believe it lor...lols
and then, forgot sign math test,
walao...wad hapen to me????

Well,
chinesed,englished,mathed,
and chem-ed...
monday and friday is the most sian der lor....
BUT,
HAHAHA,
lao tian you yan!
Friday now got CCA le!
but got the -ve side,
SEE THE F-ING ASSHOLE
(you knw who you are)

haix...trying to let it go
but waddaya knw?!
that guy makes me piss off everytime
nvm,
forget about it...

well,gym-ed wib jared and ashwin
OMG...so long nvr go gym le
see all those big boulders in the gym
really made me feel small lor
then we gossiped about some ppl
lols...damn funny...

anyway,thanks geof
I really hate Mr Ignesious Lim!
(Dun blame me if i spell wrong,
cos i dun care about that guy!)

2009-07-19T05:57:00.000-07:00

Fuck!

Hate Life...
Like what you've seen...
life is just a game...
and i just stepped in "jail"...

2day is a Sunday...
suppose to be fun,
but got screwed up by my 2 "best friends"
Fuck..Knn...Ccb

dua pao-ster

2009-07-18T03:54:00.000-07:00

Urghh!
Ever felt helpless before?

Woke up 2day at
9am...
suppose to go coach house
for bball training...
(thats wat yiren said)

yiren now dua pao champion liao lor!
he go tell me,kelvin,rens,terence and bc
that 12 meet at BM interchange,
then,he nvr rech at 12,
even worse,he didn't even reply all our sms
and calls....he clever untilllll.......the max lor!
wth...hate ppl who dua pau...

then no choice,
go gym wib pk and kelvin lor
had quite some fun...
saw moses,kaliang and gang,
they also do gym sia!
lols

well,reach home,
felt damn tired,
then woke up...
hais, my tempt
was 37.5.....
OMG...

hope i get better bah....

Sorry everyone

2009-07-17T06:37:00.000-07:00

hello guys!

Haix...this few days really brought
me to my senses....
really felt that i've changed...
ALOT...hahas

well,can't say i'm
supertitious,but,
realised that this few days,
the sky is having the same mood as i am...
but,nevertheless,
no matter what the mood is,
is always gorgeous...
really felt that we should treasure everything we have..
now,after & before.

Through all these years,
love,wealth,presitdge and friends,
i really REALLY need to make up for those:
I've insulted,
I've screwed their lives up accidentally =P,
I've Hurt,
and those I've never treated u as a friend...
So, i'm really sorry...

sian

2009-07-15T06:59:00.000-07:00

hellos...

woke up at 4:50am

(as usual..)

today the sky mood's was not good...

well,school was horrible,

kena harrass by 2 idiots...

1 short, 1 tall...

let's not get into that, shall we?

eng-quite boring

CL-boring

chem-very boring

hist-MAX

haix...went out wib pk and geof

cos we got tuition latr at 4pm...

we went to Vivo eat 1st

Pasta Mania! Yeahs! =)

than took bus back to central

took a few gay pics of our "archuleta" after and during our tuition:

And finally,

& geoffrey :

Well,went Ikea

after tuition,

fun...

whenever we 3 spent times at Ikea,

we really spent our thoughts wisely right?

I really enjoy the time we 3 spent together,

where we share our thoughts with 1 another,

and know whr we are wrong at,

and sometimes...good at!

well,thanks for the 5years guys!

I'm really glad we made friends!

Lau Char Bor Bully la!

2009-07-14T02:58:00.000-07:00

yo!

yesterday night was CRAZY!
tok to the old woman until 12...
keeeeep on disturbing me...T-T
lols...

well,
morning,mrs ng nvr come...
wonder why?
maybe print more maths notes ba...hahas
then art!
drew a few drawings...
still not satisfied...sianx

then phy,
stupid mandy la!
say i reply so slow!
i "right infront" of the teacher lehs!
anyway,
today was quite bored las...

then after school...
told to meet wib mr lim for NDP ceremony
then got our post:
Geoffrey: Parade Commander
Me: Respondant ( 2nd parade commander)
then the rest is do the cca and Sing flag...

then went t-net find yiren and the rest...
played for awhile then went queensway!

i reali reali need time to reflect on myself
am i reali who i am?
gosh,who am i kidding las...
hais...trying to cut dwn on vulgarities and be some1 better
seriously...i think i suck,i reali do...

well,this few days chating wib that "young girl",
found her more and more weird..lols
she is that type of kind demon ba...
(thats what i think of her)
she can be VERY cheerful,
and when i say that, she is reali reali cheerful der lor...hahas
for the demon part?
she is just plain demon...very gd at?
demoralising people!!!!

well,thats all for today!
thanks for taking time to look at my posts!

2009-07-12T06:36:00.000-07:00

hellos =)

woke up at 8,

stared at the ceiling,

reflecting on myself....

felt xtremly guilty for all the sins i've done

well,tuitioned,

went to eat lunch at subway...

then i remembered!
yesterday at subway we had an inside joke

about "tissue"

Poh Kiat,can recall? Lols.

Well,met with yeu jeng,

patty,tracey and jiayang (small sheep)

i interviewed 2 aunties in Subway,

they seemed to be looking for a job,

they seemed shy too,

some photos of the aunties:

chat for a while after that,

went up to CD rama at tiong,

i think,

then take a look at some movies,

then i saw JIAYANG in the movies,

LOL

i took a picture of his movies:

then went home,

bathed,

and 2day's my mother's bday!!!!

For her: I love you mother!

Thanks for taking care of me all these years!

2009-07-11T06:45:00.000-07:00

hellooos!

2day was a blast!

supposed to go gym wib pk,jerald and ashwin

but jerald and ashwin bluff,

so i also dun go.

then left pk...so sad..lols

bored...

went out on my own...

saw many friends,

but nvr say hello...latr they say i lonely...T.T

6pm,

mandy,nelly,pk,

sixuan,me & huiying went out

spent 1hr playing pool,

then huiying and mandy got new names!

Note:

mandy- lau cha bor

huiying is pk and mine "brother"

LOLs

For the pool,

suprisingly,we only played 3 games total

and me and pk paid for everything...T.T

then latr went for dinner wib them,so fun!

we spent quite long deciding on wat to eat

about 15mins?

then got quite irritated wib pk

cos he keep on saying go eat White Dog

then most of us dun wan eat

my "brother" got irrtated liaos....^^^^

lau char bor no patience liao....

haix....we discuss then finally,
lau char bor and "bro" go home

i think....

then nelly,sixuan,ma & pk

went to Subway!!!

Some photos for you guys to view:

guess who's this! ^^^

"ladies and gentlemen,the woman on the right has

hold a stunning record for eating a meal for 30mins!"

nelly also stole my hat....T.T
hmph!

Saw some ppl from KRSS

forgot their names..ps..

then found out some secrets of Nelly

Muahahahas....

Well,spent quite long at Subway

then homed...

bathed...

One last pic for u all :

We have "archuleta"....lols

i thought i saw u
i miss u so much
whenever i go out
i really hope i can see you
just 1 glance will do
just 1 glance....

New Blog to New Game in Life

2009-07-10T08:34:00.000-07:00

Welcome to my NEW BLOG!!!

Cant believe we (peizhen and I) spent 2 hours on my blog....
It's been so long since my previous blog crashed..T.T
Needed new blog,
Needed new life,
Now,i got it!
So ps that for some1 that had blogged for 1year,
i can't even make a new 1....lols
but anyway, THANKS PEIZHEN!!!! =)